For me when the word 'normal' was being used for many months and even a couple of years after lockdown started easing, it made me angry. (It still is a touchy topic in parts) because what was going on in my life wasn't normal.

The lockdown has caused a lot of pain for me on a personal level from the effects caused to me, or the witnessing of further decline to my mum and damage done by that.

I won't forgive the Government and I won't forget.

I am nearly back to normality myself. But I am not back to the level as before and I can't see me getting back to the level I would like to do, which is to go back on coach trips or coach holidays.

I won't go further into the why's of it because I don't want my post to become a very long one.